Personal Recession

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Perhaps it's a bit different to country or continent or global

recession?

Perhaps not

Microcosms et al?

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Was it a living hell? No it was an existence hell.

Living implies having a life

being a person

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The moment you have no home and bank account ...

you are a non person!

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I have come to know, it's actually an experience we all need

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It's a trip into existentialism

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There is a freedom inherant in having nothing much. Not a clean slate yet, an opportunity to make huge changes across the board. Lessons that had to be experienced and learned from.

Some were wonderful, some less so. Human nature being what it is, my situation brought predators.

Some were disguised in friendship, some were family, one was even a lover!

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The extremes were hilarious.

You have ruined your life one says in the morning. By lunchtime ... someone else is saying, wow, you let it all go, I wish i could do that, you're so brave and it'll be so worth it when you have a new life you've chosen. In the evening, what an idiot you are, you are a nightmare!

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A cousin said, we've been waiting for this for years!

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